At lunch yesterday, one of my worship team leaders asked me "so where are you working now?"  I realised.. humm... I am technically "unemployed" for yesterday and today!

But I stand at the threshold of starting a new job tomorrow - Been waiting for this for so long!  It is perhaps like the biblical "promised land" for the Israelites who had been wondering for 40 years, and are now camping just outside the promised land.   

Yet it is bag a mixed feelings - I feel excited about starting work, meeting new challenges and colleagues; yet simultaneously I also feel so inadequate, so uncertain about whether I can do the job well, etc.  I choose to believe that this is God's providence to me, and I want to do my best, excel and enjoy my work rather than dread or fear!

Lev 26: 6 "I will grant peace in the land, and you will lie down and no one will make you afraid. I will remove savage beasts from the land, and the sword will not pass through your country."

May He be my guide!